Thanks God for Sundays. I would be so dead if there was no sundays >.< Today is when I go to the park and think about all this crap I have been through in my life. Like my old, my stupid step dad, and my mom's house issues >.< (yep have to deal with that,too.) Sigh I wish I could spill my guts on the floor right now on how sick I am of step dad. Eww he is so gross. Like now he's in the kitchen XP God I hate him and I will be going to the park later too XD YEAH I need time to think. :)
My mom's B-day is coming up soon and I don't know what to do or to get her! >.< Gash I hate this and 9/11 is comeing up to GIVE REPECT TO ALL WHO WAS LOST! :) and I still have quiz coming up,too. Have to study for that tonight after my show LOL sigh it's going to be a long week and 9/9 is me and my BF's 1year together. :)
Yeah I'm going to not be on here so much...cause of school :| Junior year ya know... HAVE TO WORK HARD...-.- God help me anyways I may not post on here as much so one post a week for me LOL It maybe somethig I doodled in class so yeah XD
Hello everyone! Man I wish this blog was portable I would write in it everyday... which I may start doing since school is here now >.< Yep Aug 18th 2008, my junior, IT SUCKS! I rarely know anyone in my classes (yes I am glad my best friend is in chem with me but that's not the point) I just have to live with it... Yeah and since I live in Florida, that crap butt hurricane f**ed me over now... I hate weather...-.- Yeah and all my friends are basicly gone this year (atleast 2) GOSH THIS SUCKS! *sigh* w/e though I will live with it, I have to pass this year anyway so :D I will just have a smile on my face and pray that it will all be good :)
I hate everything right now. Everyones attitude, people in general right now I can't stand it! IT's all to much for me. I can't take the fact that an old friend still treats me the same FUCKED UP way. I can't stand that I still have feeling for my 2 best guy friends when I have a boyfriend all ready. I can't stand that me and my boyfriend fight over little things like cleaning the house. I can't stand my friends have problems with each other and I have to hear it! I am sick of it I want it to go away for 5 minutes...
I found another internet thing... Hopefully you know what I mean LIKE Internet Explorer and Firefox It's called Maxthon. It's ok, I only use it for sonethings not alot of things but some. BUT Other wise I use IE7 :)
My 4th of July was ineresting. Didn't do much but light fireworks and watch comedy central. XD BUT still I got to spend time with my babe. :) I was happy. Today I will be on the computer ALL day unless I get called to do somthing. LOL
Well the big thing is if my boyfriend gets to live eith me or not because of how my mom feels about him. I love him and I think that is all that matters. I hung out with my friend the other day and we got really cool hats with our logo on them. My step still has not found a job because of ankle. My mom is finally buying a house but she has no idea what she is doing. Also I am hanging with my other friend who has been in C-town this whole time.
Well that is how it is going so far hopefully I will update on how it is going later on in the year.
So I have to day that life is not all fum and games but it can be a simple and clean life if you make it that way. I have not yet seen any of my friends since school has ended and no one will talk to me on Myspace cause they are busy or something. >< I sucks!!!!
Oh well whatever I will hopefully see them at school next year.
The start of a new day and I wish I could fly LOL Wow just pokemon all day today man REALLY! AND I have artist block >< God this sucks butt!!!! Oh well and I won't get to see my step siblings until 2 weeks from now T.T (Reasons are to myself) anyways good life good day ^^